It’s only been 6 days since the New Year and I’m here thinking that my life’s over. At least, my prospective career seems over to me. Of course there’s a particular reason behind my current disposition but I think it’s too risky to post it on the internet. But also, I feel sick of school. I hate the workload. I hate being forced to do things with someone else’s way of doing it. I don’t know how to escape this, and I don’t know how to bring back the energy I had for school before so I’m just trying to shove everything down and convincing myself that it’ll work out somehow.

